So these past couple of days i've been thinking about life and well, how to take it. On tuesday i passed by science to meet up with Cindy to go with her to the city. And one of my favorite things about hanging out with Cindy is that we always end up talking about life and the people in it. That particular day my look on it was"nothings permanent, lifes not permanent so FUCK IT!" now that doesnt seem like a very good way to look at life. But just think how easy it would be to always have that mind state. Yes it underminds the positive things in life by saying that they won't last but it makes the negative things seem not so bad. There would be less things to stress over so wouldnt we be happier?
Then wed was a pretty interesting day, Mauri,Elena,Dan, and Hana came to pick me up and we went to...IHOP!! mmmmm mad goood food. We dropped Hana off den just drove around and went to chill. And i ended up trying weed for the first time =0 now if ur reading this and didnt already know your probably like WTF VIDIVEL NO WAYYYY, haha guess wat i still kinda am too lol. But sadly it wasnt peer pressure or anything but rather me giving into temptation or maybe its a good thing that it wasnt peer pressure lol. Those of you who know about it know the uh fail it was LMAO but jea i did get a tiny high from it and its watever. But im very happy Dan was there for my first and i always did say my first if ever would probably be with Dan and Elena haha(sorry Juan and Cindy lol) i still feel kinda weird about trying it seeing as a former me woulda never ever done it. Like this is most def not gonna become a habit or something like that but honestly ill probably try it again....i do owe Juan...watever....at this point im with Cudi "theyre gonna judge me anyway so whatever".
Thurday was a nice day i went to the Tim Burton exhibit at the MoMa with Kim =].
Funny thing today on my fb newsfeed was ALL about madd bx sci seniors tryin weed for the first time this week like wtf lmaoo wow. wtf is da world coming to. watever guess im not one to talk. Anyways i spent the day at QC with Pimento and Unsha and i had fun so it was def a good dayyy. Staten Island tomorrow!
anyways im quite out of balance with my life right now. i guess u can say im reevaluating my views on things and life in general. I suddenly find myself wondering what is truly wrong and what is all a matter of opinion. and wat exactly does living life to the fullest mean?!
ahhh i been thinking too much. anyways i gotta go to sleep. ohh and heres this picture i really liked from the Tim Burton Exhibit..
on it says "Teenager an awkward period of life" and i couldnt agree more.
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