Update for myself

Just to update on wat ive done since my last post for future memory purposes

Wed i went to the seaport with Aura,Nick,Ric, and Irshad and then passed by Aura's house later on with Ric. It was a pretty chill day but kinda cold so didnt get to enjoy the seaport as much as i woulda liked.

Friday went to the mall with Aura,Ric,and Bush, bought myself a pair of skinny jeans and a cardigan. Bush left and the rest of us went to Auras, Nick came through and we watched UP which was a good but kinda sad movie.

Saturday was Jeanine's bday dinner which was fun and got to chill with Jeanine,Ted,Pimento,Sean,Caroline,Kristina,Unsha,Nelson,and Katherina. it was nice and fun seeing the loves and everyone looked nice =D

Sunday was Aura bday did Karoke with Aura, Ricardo,Manpreet and NAIEMA!

and uhm Yesterday headed over to queens to chill with Pimento in her crib and weird neighborhood.

Hit up the bruckner with Nyke and Krissy today....SCHOOOL TOMORROW GASPPPPP

lol

soo tired.

wow wat a pointless post lol

wow break is offically over...

and i must say i enjoyed it sooo much.

Time to handle business.

Happy Birthday Jeanine.

^^ its Jea9's bday but this post isnt about her lol.

So quick update of wat ive done since my last update...Last sunday went to the island(Staten Island) with Krissy to chill at Stephanies house with Steph, Aura, Ashley and saw Jimmyy for a bit. I am most def in love with Stephs house and dog LOL. The following tuesday me and Juan went by Bx Sci to see Cindy and we went to Bk and ran into Greg there and deadass was there for like 4 hours just chattin haha. After that i spent 5 straight days home bored out of my mind smfh.

Yesterday was good though i went to the city to spend some time with....ANGEL<3 and that alone makes my break much better cause i love that boy and missed him and since he left today for school i was almost not gonna see him. But it was real good seeing him and catching up, i must eventually visit him in albany without a doubt.

But yea all my loves have gone back to school and i miss them, but im actually looking forward to starting school at the end of next week...new schedule, new classes, new PEOPLE. whooo, and ive also decided to start writing to my friends in order to keep in touch since we will all be so busy.

Idk why i updated not much to say but i was just in da mood, today will be a day of chores for me such as laundry, cleaning, and other things that i should do.

hopefully i update later on in the week, with tales of some fun day i have, or some great insight lol.

living it to the fullest?

So these past couple of days i've been thinking about life and well, how to take it. On tuesday i passed by science to meet up with Cindy to go with her to the city. And one of my favorite things about hanging out with Cindy is that we always end up talking about life and the people in it. That particular day my look on it was"nothings permanent, lifes not permanent so FUCK IT!" now that doesnt seem like a very good way to look at life. But just think how easy it would be to always have that mind state. Yes it underminds the positive things in life by saying that they won't last but it makes the negative things seem not so bad. There would be less things to stress over so wouldnt we be happier?

Then wed was a pretty interesting day, Mauri,Elena,Dan, and Hana came to pick me up and we went to...IHOP!! mmmmm mad goood food. We dropped Hana off den just drove around and went to chill. And i ended up trying weed for the first time =0 now if ur reading this and didnt already know your probably like WTF VIDIVEL NO WAYYYY, haha guess wat i still kinda am too lol. But sadly it wasnt peer pressure or anything but rather me giving into temptation or maybe its a good thing that it wasnt peer pressure lol. Those of you who know about it know the uh fail it was LMAO but jea i did get a tiny high from it and its watever. But im very happy Dan was there for my first and i always did say my first if ever would probably be with Dan and Elena haha(sorry Juan and Cindy lol) i still feel kinda weird about trying it seeing as a former me woulda never ever done it. Like this is most def not gonna become a habit or something like that but honestly ill probably try it again....i do owe Juan...watever....at this point im with Cudi "theyre gonna judge me anyway so whatever".

Thurday was a nice day i went to the Tim Burton exhibit at the MoMa with Kim =].

Funny thing today on my fb newsfeed was ALL about madd bx sci seniors tryin weed for the first time this week like wtf lmaoo wow. wtf is da world coming to. watever guess im not one to talk. Anyways i spent the day at QC with Pimento and Unsha and i had fun so it was def a good dayyy. Staten Island tomorrow!

anyways im quite out of balance with my life right now. i guess u can say im reevaluating my views on things and life in general. I suddenly find myself wondering what is truly wrong and what is all a matter of opinion. and wat exactly does living life to the fullest mean?!

ahhh i been thinking too much. anyways i gotta go to sleep. ohh and heres this picture i really liked from the Tim Burton Exhibit..

on it says "Teenager an awkward period of life" and i couldnt agree more.

New Year, but same me?

Before i can talk about this new year that has started today...i must briefly discuss the beautiful end to my 09.

dec 30th= Chilling at Juans house with Krissy, Aura, Stephanie, and Justin. Drinking and smoking Hookah(which i think ima stop) def got BUZZED. but had me a good ol time with my biffles. <3

dec 31st= MOMO's BDAY...but hes in BD lol.

woke up and my KEYBOARD WAS HEREEEEEEEEEE and den i checked my grades online and my final grade was here so uhm i got 2 A's, 1 A-, and 2 B+'s for a total gpa of 3.66 WATUPPP. such good things to wake up to lol. den spent the rest of the night at my cousins house chilling with the family. <3

have spent this first day of the year teaching myself how to play twinkle twinkle little star lol..

Happy New Year!