Just Here.

So im laying in bed and have a million thoughts running through my head and i realize that im not happy nor sad. Im just here. And this makes me miss certain people terribly. I have alot of good friends but right about now im really missing Juan and Elena. Juan who i can eventually tell everything to and loves me no matter what, the one who upsets only because i love him so much. Elena who i can tell anything to and no matter her view on it stands by me and the one who never fails to cheer me up. I said in my last post i wanted new people in my life but right about now some old ones sound nice. Im only gettin by these days cuz i have people like Aura, Zhen,Nick, Pimento, Unsha, and etc to talk to. But without God and friends like Juan and Elena closeby things arent as great as they can be. I also miss the friendship i use to have with Ric way back when. But ahh this post sounds mad emo and im actually not this sad lol im actually quite happy that i will hopefully be spending time with my friends and eventually starting a new hopefully exciting term. Also wanna pick up some hobbies. Ok im done just felt like blogging. Time to get sleep so i wont be tired during lecture with Aura and Jimmy jam tomorrow.