The World is black

"Vidi is cool"-Nick

So when i woke up this morning and the whole way to school i felt so blah i couldnt even muster a smile. But once i got to school i def felt better and was joking with friends and wat not. Anyways this weekend i was speaking to Chris who was in Arizona at a research conf and he has motivated me to start looking into forensic psychogy research programs- jjay has one but for grad students lol so my search goes on lol. I also intend on starting to learm how to play the piano i will probably ask for a keyboard for xmas and start learning to play on youtube haha. I will also finally get my permit even though im quite scared of driving. And after talking to Dan and Chris it is clear i need to get involve in some after school activities next semester so ill look in to joining DSA like i was suppose to and possibly this charity like club. All these lil things i must do to keep myself busy and hopefully make myself happy lol. Ive also decided to start writing letters to my friends who are away at college, the first person on my list is my sunshine Kim! i miss her terribly and i have her school address cause its on the postcard she sent me wen she first left for school. so yay for me getting interesting mail in the future.

Now i know i can be quite random in my blogs but i feel like discussing the video i watched in my Latinos class today. It had to with the sugar plantations in the Dominican Republic and the Haitians working in them, and how horrible the living conditions were for them and how they were treated and all this horrible stuff. Now i agree that it was horrible but what someone wouldnt know from just watching the video is that alot of Dominicans live in just as bad condtions. Like my parents just came back from DR and my mom was telling me how when they went to visit my dads half bro she saw how my lil cousins were sleeping in such bad conditions. Apparently the boys bed is like half his size so he sleeps folded up on a mattress with no sheets and his two sisters sleep on one fold up bed also without sheets. and they live in una casa de cin(tin roof shack type thing) like if the Dominican government cant take care of its own how can u expect it to worry about the illegal Haitians that come to work in the fields. So jea the problems in the world are just sad and pretty much out of our hands smh. fuck the world. these problems arent gonna be solved anytime soon. but jea maybe if i do join the peace corps ill just do the service in DR where i can truly relate to the people. idk. whatever

tell me what i'm supposed to do with all these leftover feelings of you.