Friday, October 9, 2009

Ya No Quiero Acordarme De Nada...

Wow so I don't even know where to start but lately my mind has been going crazy. Recalling random memories, good-bad, happy-sad, also I've been thinking about the future and ahhhh my brain is about to EXPLODE. Sometimes I feel like idk wtf to do with myself LOL. grrr its like idk how to feel about...life.

The only thing truly going on in my life right now is school. Which I think I'm good with, im aiming for 3.5 gpa but i def havent been working as hard as i can but def plan on changin that immediately as in RIGHT NOW...plus i can use something to distract me. But im def not failing anything, and unlike my first week there wen i was like "I HAVE NO FRIENDS" I do have friends I have Aura obv and Stephanie and this lil crew with them and Topaz,Marta,Jimmy and April. Plus in my music class i have my buddies, Yance,Diana, and Janel and if it werent for them I would probably be extremelyyyy bored in that class. But im pretty sure Yance kinda likes me and that kinda bothers me LOL, maybe ill get into that later in this post or maybe not. But i honestly can't believe how FAST these days past honestly its kinda od, it makes me a bit happy cause things that im lookin forward to come quick but kinda scary at the same time. like im an adult WTF HAHA. Ive also been appreciating my parents alot more since ive entered college and thats helping motivate me to do well and go make something out of my damn self. i must admit there are some days i wished i was dorming not cause im dying to get out of my house but just cause its an experience and a sneak peek at the future, but of course theres the days that i love coming home to a home cooked dinner, wake up to breakfast, take my parents money to get food and go to school and wander the city with that prepaid unlimited metro =D

Ive also done a pretty good job in keeping in touch with my friends via Aim,Video Chats, and texting even though we all tend to be busy these days PLUS alot of people are coming home for the weekend and theres no school monday so i shall be chilling with a couple of people Sunday and Monday and that makes me super happy... i now have a reason to go and charge my freakin camera. But at the same time i think im gonna stop tryin so hard to keep in touch with people... i know it makes no sense im pretty sure whoever bothers to read this whole blog post is goin to be like "wtf this shit made no sense"....yea i kno SMD. Anyways im probably temporarily or permanently cutting people out of my life..slowly...quickly...with and without warnings. watevs.

hmm what else is on this retarded mind of mine... Oh i kinda want a boyfriend but dont think ill be able to commit to one. fml. i think this is enough nonsense for one blog...

hopefully i will write again at the end of the weekend, with tales of how productive i was and about the great time i had with friends and how im ready to tackle another week of school...


adios.

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