Sometimes i feel like...

... I dont have a purpose.

So im def writing this from my itouch lol because just downloaded this blogger app :) anyways im quite upset that the yankees lost and not only that but they lost badly smh. I shoulda done my long ass math hwk instead of watchin that game. Anyways im actually not looking forward to this weekend at all ill only be happy with it if i get work and studying done nd maybe watch greek,oth,and slumdog millionaire lol. Uhm im def addicted to facebook but i passed day one. This blog post is pointless just cant sleep and testing out the app. Not any happier with life and dont see it happening anytime soon.

Unhappy...taking a break from the World.

So recently i realized that ive become quite bored and unhappy with life. Now dont get me wrong theres nothing bad going on right now, all is well...but boring...i am not satisfied with this boring routine i am living. I must be goin thru one of my "emo" phases...eh they happen unfourtanely im not at bronx science anymore with friends that go out of their way to cheer me up aka make me feel guilty cause theyre tryin so hard that i HAVE to feel better lol. Anyways i feel like i need a minor break from the world. Im gonna hit people up a bit less though if they hit me up i will most likely respond, i just deactivated my facebook for a bit(hah lets see how long i last this time Pimento) im also going to try to not spend so much time on Aim or at least go on invisible most of the time =P...i plan on using the extra time im bound to have getting ahead in my school work, reading, and getting back in touch with my religious side...maybe ill go back to church soon? I sure hope so. Not sure how long this will last but hey if anybody really misses me they have my number and like i said if people hit me up ill probably respond..maybe...w/e

and ill try to keep updating my blog to keep Ric and whoever else actually reads this updated on my life...

adios

YANKEES BABY!!!!!

So havent updated lately cause not too much going on in life right now but uhm YANKEES GOING TO THE WORLD SERIES BITCHSSS!!!!!

AROD I FUCKIN LOVE YOU AND YES YES YES

ps my new obsession is Glee...and guess whose singing the national anthem at the third world series game...GLEE CAST....tooo good.

mets fan...red sox fans....other haters..WHERE YA AT?!? ha bitches.

that is all.

Toy Story

Ok so this weekend wasnt as great as it was suppose to be ....but it wasnt horrible...i didnt get all my work done but i did get some done...i did not see Josie or even talk to her this wknd...uh oh...i also didnt see Zhen but thats her fault haha...the best part of my wknd was def today...i went to see toy story double feature in 3D with Aura,Nick, and JT. It was fun but the Commute was annoying and it was so brick and only Nick was dressed right for the weather smh. Oh and since we came late we missed the 12oclock showin and had to wait for the 340 one we killed time by goin to toysrus and a halloween store and eating, while at the halloween store some doucheass worker was tellin us to leave and shit nigga can SMD real hard and choke and die. kthanks. Anyways toy story is the shit def gotta go see toy story 3 when it comes out in June lol. Anyways gonna go make plans to see paranormal activity with Claudia for next weekend(todays her bday btw =]) and then im def callin it a nightttt.

that is all.

p.s. Ric wtf are u? i need u back for those random middle of the night texts =/

Ya No Quiero Acordarme De Nada...

Wow so I don't even know where to start but lately my mind has been going crazy. Recalling random memories, good-bad, happy-sad, also I've been thinking about the future and ahhhh my brain is about to EXPLODE. Sometimes I feel like idk wtf to do with myself LOL. grrr its like idk how to feel about...life.

The only thing truly going on in my life right now is school. Which I think I'm good with, im aiming for 3.5 gpa but i def havent been working as hard as i can but def plan on changin that immediately as in RIGHT NOW...plus i can use something to distract me. But im def not failing anything, and unlike my first week there wen i was like "I HAVE NO FRIENDS" I do have friends I have Aura obv and Stephanie and this lil crew with them and Topaz,Marta,Jimmy and April. Plus in my music class i have my buddies, Yance,Diana, and Janel and if it werent for them I would probably be extremelyyyy bored in that class. But im pretty sure Yance kinda likes me and that kinda bothers me LOL, maybe ill get into that later in this post or maybe not. But i honestly can't believe how FAST these days past honestly its kinda od, it makes me a bit happy cause things that im lookin forward to come quick but kinda scary at the same time. like im an adult WTF HAHA. Ive also been appreciating my parents alot more since ive entered college and thats helping motivate me to do well and go make something out of my damn self. i must admit there are some days i wished i was dorming not cause im dying to get out of my house but just cause its an experience and a sneak peek at the future, but of course theres the days that i love coming home to a home cooked dinner, wake up to breakfast, take my parents money to get food and go to school and wander the city with that prepaid unlimited metro =D

Ive also done a pretty good job in keeping in touch with my friends via Aim,Video Chats, and texting even though we all tend to be busy these days PLUS alot of people are coming home for the weekend and theres no school monday so i shall be chilling with a couple of people Sunday and Monday and that makes me super happy... i now have a reason to go and charge my freakin camera. But at the same time i think im gonna stop tryin so hard to keep in touch with people... i know it makes no sense im pretty sure whoever bothers to read this whole blog post is goin to be like "wtf this shit made no sense"....yea i kno SMD. Anyways im probably temporarily or permanently cutting people out of my life..slowly...quickly...with and without warnings. watevs.

hmm what else is on this retarded mind of mine... Oh i kinda want a boyfriend but dont think ill be able to commit to one. fml. i think this is enough nonsense for one blog...

hopefully i will write again at the end of the weekend, with tales of how productive i was and about the great time i had with friends and how im ready to tackle another week of school...

adios.