do you have the time...

to listen to me whine about everything and nothing all at once?


i made my college schedule today!! for some reason that makes me really excited though i am not all that excited about college at the moment. i guess you can say i dont take change too well, especially expected change. How does that make sense? well if your expecting something you have a long time to think about it and possibly dread it...but anyways what i do like about my schedule is that my only class on friday ends at 10:55 am and my first class on monday doesnt start till 12:30 thus i can enjoy my weekends(when i'm not studying of course haha) and do things like chillax and visit da bestie Elena in DC! or visit the stony heads...niiiice.


This weekend is looking somewhat promising...a spanish nun concert tomorrow night with the madre at lehman college...that should be uh interesting....LOL....baby godsis baptism..YAY FOR MORE CATHOLICS...and welcoming an Aunt coming to the US for the first time..YAY MORE DOMINICANS IN THE COUNTRY...and i am suppose to spend the day with the old bestie JUAN! who ive unfourtanely grown apart from since the start of second semester senior year smh. Hopefully we can chill a bit before he goes off to college cause if not we may not keep in too much while hes away and that would really suck =[

so earlier today i was talkin to Zhen about how i went to jjay today on aim and she says
Zhen: I feel bad for you cause no one there will be as amazing as your bx science friends

Now she was just trying to be funny because she is one of these bx science friends but the thing is shes probaly right and that actually SUCKS....in case u can't tell i already miss my friends alot. cause ima huge punk with a big heart..go figure.

i will hopefully be chilling with some of these friends next week AND possible elementary-middle school reunion...which will be awesome...cause i hate how much i grew apart from my middle school friends(except Nyoka..love you nyke!)
like today on the bus i saw Laurens mom...now lauren is an old really good friend of mine had this been like freshman year i would have probaly sat down next to her mom and had a whole convo...today i decided to quickly make my way past her and sit at the back of the bus....i also saw nykes bro on this same bus ride...now him i DID say hi to lol. Its crazy to think the people you were once so close to don't even cross your mind anymore or people who u knew inside and out you dont know squat about smh. Makes you wonder whats the point of even getting to know people..but then again me and Nyke are still friends..hmmm i guess u dont know whose gonna last until u try it...

wow if i let myself i can rant about pretty much anything..thats just the type of mood i am...now that its stopped raining and it seems so peaceful outside i wish i could go down and sit in da new playground in front of my building....or take a bike ride around the block..of course if i did this and my mom woke up she would freak out LMAO...but one can only wish....


P.S. Shout out to Pimento cause shes pretty much been my nigga this whole summer <3