Moving Along.

I havent written in this in a while...not cause i havent had the time just hadnt really felt like it.

Uhm what to say? the semester is over in about two weeks and then its finals and im quite happy about that even if i dont have tons of fun during break i can use some time to myself. oh homecoming was this past wed, it wasnt that great but it was nice seeing people after so long, and for some for the last time ever lol.

So ive come to realize you cant always keep people in your life, and sometimes ur just not suppose to. For the most part ive tried to keep in touch with my 09ers and even people still at science, but u kno what it gets tiring. so ima just let what happens, happen. i will make a

FEW exceptions but eventually that will end too. so its time to let the old fade away and make room for the new.

The World is black

"Vidi is cool"-Nick

So when i woke up this morning and the whole way to school i felt so blah i couldnt even muster a smile. But once i got to school i def felt better and was joking with friends and wat not. Anyways this weekend i was speaking to Chris who was in Arizona at a research conf and he has motivated me to start looking into forensic psychogy research programs- jjay has one but for grad students lol so my search goes on lol. I also intend on starting to learm how to play the piano i will probably ask for a keyboard for xmas and start learning to play on youtube haha. I will also finally get my permit even though im quite scared of driving. And after talking to Dan and Chris it is clear i need to get involve in some after school activities next semester so ill look in to joining DSA like i was suppose to and possibly this charity like club. All these lil things i must do to keep myself busy and hopefully make myself happy lol. Ive also decided to start writing letters to my friends who are away at college, the first person on my list is my sunshine Kim! i miss her terribly and i have her school address cause its on the postcard she sent me wen she first left for school. so yay for me getting interesting mail in the future.

Now i know i can be quite random in my blogs but i feel like discussing the video i watched in my Latinos class today. It had to with the sugar plantations in the Dominican Republic and the Haitians working in them, and how horrible the living conditions were for them and how they were treated and all this horrible stuff. Now i agree that it was horrible but what someone wouldnt know from just watching the video is that alot of Dominicans live in just as bad condtions. Like my parents just came back from DR and my mom was telling me how when they went to visit my dads half bro she saw how my lil cousins were sleeping in such bad conditions. Apparently the boys bed is like half his size so he sleeps folded up on a mattress with no sheets and his two sisters sleep on one fold up bed also without sheets. and they live in una casa de cin(tin roof shack type thing) like if the Dominican government cant take care of its own how can u expect it to worry about the illegal Haitians that come to work in the fields. So jea the problems in the world are just sad and pretty much out of our hands smh. fuck the world. these problems arent gonna be solved anytime soon. but jea maybe if i do join the peace corps ill just do the service in DR where i can truly relate to the people. idk. whatever

tell me what i'm supposed to do with all these leftover feelings of you.

La vida no puede ser un carnival siempre ...

Currently: Watching Marley & Me...def makes me want babies/puppies in my life haha

Uhhh the yankees won the world series on wed night and it kinda made my life..for a lil bit anyways lol. I also passed by the parade today i didnt really get to enjoy it cause i had to go late cause i had a psych test in the morning. But it was def nice feeling the New York and Yankee pride in the air.. everyone was goin crazy...hopefully we can win again soon and i can really enjoy the parade then.

So this week was def not a school going week for me LOL..i decided to take wednesday off and missed math on thur smh idk wat was up with me. and then again today outta no where i got mad down again pero i have no reason to be so, so idk que el problema es. i feel like somethings missing but idk wat it could be hmmm oh well... this wknd i have lots to do and i reallly been unfocused lately so im hoping tomorrow i can change that cause if i dont get focus by this wknd my life is gonna pretty much fall into pieces school wise and then from there its all down hill. My parents are also coming back tomorrow night so thats cool though i must admit ill kinda miss my abuelita i should probably visit her more often. but i am lookin forward to my parents coming back with dominican dulces and cheese for me =D

i feel like alot of this post sounds very ehh. but it all will be good...i hope.

shirt i bought today at parade =]

ps this is my 27th post...coool.

Rambling

am i awake...

i can actually barely keep my eyes open.

i miss guy biffles! but ive been speakin to Nick, Angel, and Nelson today.

and Nicks coming down to see Aura manana so ill probably see him.

and Angel is coming down in like 2 weeks and he shall come see me <3

and me and Nelson shall plan our trip to boston.

blah blah blah

psych test friday fuck fuck fuck

lecture tomorrow

fuck fuck fuck

itouch is dead

damn

tireddd

miss my parents but spoke to them today =]

hopefully see my godmother and baby godbro and sis thur ..babies in my life! .....Pimento! =P

and lunch with Bonet, Chris and Aura next week!

oh and i got a 98 on music midterm and 94 on ethics one...yay me?

and that is how my mind works wen im tired =]

adios

I aint gonna live forever...

... I just wanna live while im alive

hmm what to write abouttt....i guess i should probably warn whoever is reading this that this could end up being a really long post lol.

So friday morning my parents went buh bye and left to DR for a week and my abuela came to stay with me and Ramon. I was feeling tired possibly cause i decided to NOT take benadryl to fall asleep because i fear ima get hooked thus i was awake half the night..because of that i decided to not go to class and had me a nice breakfast instead. then i headed out to the city met up with Aura where we walked around central park den walked to school because we had to meet up with Topaz and Jimmy to go to peer advisement. oh and looks like me and Aura will have 4 out of 5 classes together next semester LMAO hopefully we wont kill each other. Speaking of next semester... its def gonna be a diff schedule from this semester... on monday and wed ill only have sociology ...and at 8:15 am...MAD EARLY....tue is gonna be horrible... Eng at 9:40 Speech at 11:05 and a Health like class at 12:30...no breaks...thur i have speech and the health class....and den friday i have eng at 9:40 a break and den a double stat class from 12:30-3:10 def do not know how i feel about the schedule BUT i did choose it lol WATEVER its good to mix up my schedules so i can figure out wat works best for me. Everyday the end of the semester seems closer and it makes me super happpy cause i want that break so bad and want to see my friends again after so long but also puts me on a bit of edge cause it also means that deadlines are approaching SOON. So just gotta end the semester good and then i can relax, have fun and get ready for wat looks like a HARD next term.

Hmmm so i know my last posts sounded very downish and im not any happier but im def fine...lol the yankees winning tonight while i ooveed with Aura and Daphne def helpedd, uhm im still not back on facebook haha ohh and i def plan on reading my Bible again soon and it actually makes me happy thinking about it.

anyways i dont think i have much more to say just hope whoever is reading this had a nice Halloween, and i hope the Yankees win again tomorrow and dat i continue getting some work done!!

Heres a cool pic Aura took of me on friday at what is like one of my fav spots in central park: